panic attack

My health is crappy. I have been having gallbladder attacks almost every day .. not to mention I wanna do nothing but sleep. I have very happy that I left John, but my depression is still through the roof. I am completely worried about money and it is really effecting my health. And I don't have insurance, so I can't do anything about it. And .. blah .. can't put my thoughts into words .. maybe i'll write my sister a letter .. until next time ..