Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

Today I need to write about something that I love about myself. I would have to say I love that I am a loving and committed person. Weather it be to my friends or my family, I always am there for them with all that I am !!

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Something I hate about myself .. hmmmm .. probably my motivation, or lack thereof. I make a decision and I have NO problem committing to it .. but it seems to usually be short term. For example .. I want to lose weight .. I truly do .. more than ANYTHING .. but I can't seem to stay motivated on a workout/diet plan. And I will start to write a letter to someone but it never gets sent, because I never finish the letter. And my blog for another example .. so, this is me attempting to stay motivated and see it through ..

Any tips on improving my motivational skills ??

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eBee

30 Days of Truth

Ok, so I stole this from Maggie who stole it from Cherice .. LoL .. It seems like a good idea and to keep me Busy .. LoL .. I definaitely have a LOT of free time on my hands. For 30 days I have to follow this list and do everything it says..

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

I think I can do it .. Hopefully .. LoL

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

Ok .. so I am a little late .. better late than never I think. Ha. This year has started off very interesting to say the least. I am ridding myself of some mental rubbish this year. I have some great things to focus on: the most important (other than my kids, of course) is school !! I have just started back to get my degree in photography after taking 4 years off. My divorce has been finalized for over a year and my life is truly my own !!

I should be sleeping, I do work at 6am, but I have some other stuff on my mind. One of the things is I am sitting here periodically looking at my phone waiting for my track ball to be blinking BLUE. Fat chance tho .. it's after 11pm .. I doubt anyone is gunna be texting me. But then again .. ya never know. I am trying to track dwn old classmates that I have lost touch with over the years and plan a reunion. I have over 2 years, but I wanna have a good plan so we have time to keep searching and have a great turn out. Maybe I can get some teachers to show and Mr. Myli and maybe even a guest appearance from Mrs. Marsalis !! The search has begun. But I will need a copy of the yearbook (I am such a bad editor .. I let mine get lost in a move from my mom's) so we can search for everyone on campus rather than just the select ones we kept in touch with on a normal basis ..

Ok .. more blogging soon .. sweet dreams everyone out there in cyber space :o)