Thursday, October 22, 2009
depressed
I have a lot on my mind .. I have a big heart and I always let people in. Do I have unrealistic expectations of people? Perhaps. Does my heart feel like it's pounding out of my chest? Absolutely. I expected Aaron to keep his word when he promised me forever. I expected Todd to try and get better and not take her back after she hurt him. I expected Terry to still call when he said he wanted to date me. I expect people to be consistent. I expected my divorce to stay closed after it initially was. I expected karma to come true .. I am a good person. I have a big heart. There is stuff missing in my life. I don't know what it is .. I want to feel whole again, but no matter how hard I try, there is still something missing.
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IF there is something missing... it is NOT a man... never let a man COMPLETE you.... you need to be a whole complete person on your own... be with someone who compliments you.. and actually u compliment EACHOTHER...u need some serious soul searchin sista! trust me... its hard... but its WORTH IT!
ReplyDeleteall this year has been about is soul searching and I find that I am completely miserable when I am alone .. I am tired of being alone ..
ReplyDeleteno i know.. i agree... being alone is the WORST... but it wasnt until i was COMPLETELY alone that i realized what i REALLY wanted.. and what i WOULD not settle for... good luck girly! we need some girls nights soon!
ReplyDeletei definately KNOW the COMPLETELY alone feeling .. and I also agree that we need a girls night VERY soon .. you and Mags off on Friday night ???
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