"Let me first start out by saying that I think it's bull shit what you had to say. You knew from the get go that I have kids. You should have never even said anything to me if kids really are a deal breaker for you! I am very hurt by what you had to say and the whole "I hope we can be friends" was just a slap in the face! You said you have to think about "long term" as do I! I am not looking for a replacement dad for my kids, they have a very active dad who loves them very much. So I really don't know what you meant by it all. So .. In the end .. Like I said, all guys blow me off. I really thought you were different .. I thought you had potential .. I hope you can find another "perfect girl" .. But honestly, I KNOW you'll never find anyone else like me!"
I was quoting him when I said "perfect girl" .. and I DO know that no one else is like me .. I am weird .. and I know that. I am not expecting guys to fall all over me and thing I'm god's gift or anything .. although he text me saying something along those lines. I am going effing crazy !! Like I said .. I am weird .. but what about me is SO weird that I can't keep a guy interested? I feel like a complete loser at the game of life !!
Ok .. at the moment I can't even focus .. I should just chill out .. watch my movie and hit the sack .. I work at 6am ..
I am writing this blog for the MANY fans of my writing. LoL. Until the other day, no one has been given the opportunity to read my personal thoughts .. now, here were are .. I am putting my most personal thoughts out there for the world to read .. hope you enjoy drama .. LoL
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